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Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over


Secondhand Serenade It's Not Over Lyrics

My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not
the one to blame: it's you or is it me? And all
the words we never say come out and now we are all
ashamed. And there is no sense In playing games,
when you done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We
had the chance to make it. Now it's over, It's
over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take
it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense
of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm Shaking from
the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl
into my bed and throw away The life I led.
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But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had
the chance to make it. Now it's over, It's over.
It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say
this wont last forever. You're breaking My heart, you're
breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never
be together. We could be over And over, we could be forever.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say
this wont last forever. You're breaking My heart, you're
breaking my heart. Don't tell me that we will never
be together. We could be over And over, we could be forever.

It's not over. It's not over, it's never over,
unless you let it take you, it's not over, It's
not over, it's not over, unless you let it break you.
It's not over.

Braces treatment.








Today marked my first day of braces treatment.

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Updates







Finally I haven't been working during the weekends, and so I came to realise that I have not been posting anything in my blog for relatively long period of time.

Nothing much actually happened for the past 2 months, I'm just basically working endlessly. Eventually I have felt pretty tiring and sick of the job when time goes by. I have to drag myself out of bed to bed every morning, and now I wonder how long am I able to last working in there.

My heart is telling me that I need a break, but my mind is telling me I need this job for my extra income to able to pay for my school fees.

I'm happy that I'm earning pretty good amount of salary each month after working so hard, but I felt sad when I realised I couldn't even spend the money I earned as all of them has to go to that money-sucker school.

How pathetic.



Yesterday I met out with Eric after work and we went to Comex at Suntec as he needs to get a laptop for his gf and himself. Basically we went through all the laptops that were selling over there and so he can do his homework at home and get to buy it the next day.

It has been like almost an year we last met? But we don't feel like strangers to each other at all, probably because of what we have been through back in the army days and maybe we were born exactly on the same day, having almost exactly the same family background and so we are like seeing a mirror image of ourselves.

We went for supper at the Mcdonald and chatted for quite awhile. He was telling me how he is feeling when many are asking about the marriage matter recently. He even said that if now he's in his singlehood, he probably would be enjoying his life as much as it is now, because he feel good when he has his own freedom doing his stuffs as it has been a habit since young when noone actually share or bother about him since he is the only child.

I have to totally agree with what he said because I felt the same way too. I need sufficient amount of freedom for myself and so it is really hard for me to allow another person to enter into my life, and not to say living together under one roof. They applied for BTO HBD and the ballot result will be out next week. He was hoping that he won't be chosen because it is such an expensive apartment, half a million. And he feels that problems would arise when they live together.

Oh well. I hope that everything would go smoothly for him and his gf, afterall they have been together for years.



Today we have to report to our camp for some briefing for our unit. Met many familiar faces along the way, actually felt good seeing them after a year? Mainly the briefing was talking about the unit operation and stuffs, and how different it would be compared to those normal infrantry unit. Basically, we Sergeant are the riflemen and officers are the section commanders and such.

It sounded really interesting and now I feel willingly to go for my ICT. heh heh.

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simply tired.








Sometimes I wish I could care lesser in work, and my life might be better off.


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Love Letter. Immortal Beloved by Beethoven






Though still in bed,
my thoughts go out to you,
my Immortal Beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly,
waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us -

I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you
until I can fly to your arms and say
that I am really at home with you,
and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits -

Yes, unhappily it must be so -
You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you.
No one else can ever possess my heart -
never - never -
Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.

And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men -
At my age I need a steady, quiet life -
can that be so in our connection?

My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day
- therefore I must close at once
so that you may receive the letter at once

- Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence
can we achieve our purpose to live together
- Be calm - love me - today - yesterday -
what tearful longings for you -
you - you - my life - my all - farewell.

Oh continue to love me -
never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

Uncle's wake.







A GROUP of people turned up at a funeral wake in Toa Payoh on Thursday, not to pay their respects to the dead but to gamble.

Twenty-two of them were arrested at the wake at Block 105 Lorong 1 Toa Payoh, which was used as an illegal gambling den to avoid police detection.

Fourteen were charged in court on Friday morning and fined a total of $24,900 after they admitted to playing a game of chance, Si Kee Phuay.

The fines ranged from $1,000 to $4,000.

Among the seven who had their cases adjourned was the alleged promoter, Lim Gee Heng, 36, who was offered bail of $20,000.

His case will be mentioned on Aug 8.

A total of $4,106 was seized from three tables in the 3.15 am raid carried out by the Criminal Investigation Department.

Assistant Director, Specialised Crime Division, Criminal Investigation Department, Superintendent Goh Lam Kiong said: 'It is illegal to operate or patronise such gambling dens. Police will continue to take tough enforcement actions against such  activities and will not hesitate to prosecute any persons involved.'




A GROUP of people turned up at a funeral wake in Toa Payoh on Thursday, not to pay their respects to the dead but to gamble.

Twenty-two of them were arrested at the wake at Block 105 Lorong 1 Toa Payoh, which was used as an illegal gambling den to avoid police detection.

Fourteen were charged in court on Friday morning and fined a total of $24,900 after they admitted to playing a game of chance, Si Kee Phuay.

The fines ranged from $1,000 to $4,000.

Among the seven who had their cases adjourned was the alleged promoter, Lim Gee Heng, 36, who was offered bail of $20,000.

His case will be mentioned on Aug 8.

A total of $4,106 was seized from three tables in the 3.15 am raid carried out by the Criminal Investigation Department.

Assistant Director, Specialised Crime Division, Criminal Investigation Department, Superintendent Goh Lam Kiong said: 'It is illegal to operate or patronise such gambling dens. Police will continue to take tough enforcement actions against such  activities and will not hesitate to prosecute any persons involved.'



MORE ARRESTS IN SINGAPORE
 
22 picked up in police raids on a "funeral wake"
 
Channel News Asia reports that Singapore police arrested 22 people this week for illegal gambling in an apartment at Lorong 1 Toa Payoh.  The gambling den was set up at the venue disguised as a funeral wake.
 
With the exception of two people from Malaysia and China, all those arrested were Singapore residents, the report said, adding that the police seized cash amounting to S$ 80 000.
 
Those arrested will be charged in court soon, and if convicted, may be fined up to S$ 5 000 or jailed for six months, or both.
 
The as yet unidentified operator of the illegal gambling den faces heavier penalties - a fine of between S$ 20 000 and S$ 200 000, or a five-year jail sentence, or both.

With or Without You - Sungha Jung










Such a talented kid!

劲歌金曲 (Medley) 古巨基